Its my fault…. so you say.

I didn’t build the wall that is between us,

but I can’t deny that I didn’t supply some the bricks and mortar that went to its construction.

I can’t deny my faults… nor have I ever blamed you for yours.

I sit wondering is it really me?

I have used all of my might to swing that sledgehammers….. day by day.

In hopes of chipping and dreaming of breaking down that wall.

You didn’t do the same.

You did it when you felt like it…. when you were motivated to.

You blamed me for your lack of progress… but was it really just me?

Did you even want this to work because you never really tried?

You posture and pose like that’s what you wanted,

but you didn’t work like you wanted to.

You did get my bricks… my lies, my lack of communication

Yet you still received my support, my patience, and ,my acceptance.

You talk about sacrifices that you made… that were never asked for.

My love is unconditional! I accepted you for you!

Now as we stand at this precipice…. I am still eager to build a bridge to a new future,

TOGETHER.

As the twilight fades and darkness falls,

is it really me that is to blame…

or are you just not willing to realize its you as well?

For better or worse.

Till death do us part.

Is it really just me that only believes that anymore?

I thought you did…

I guess when it’s all said and done it’s really just me.

MBM

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